This idea doesn’t have a lot of substance to it bc it’s late and I’m trying to do something else atm, but what if each member of the org has like… an object that makes them almost feel *something* but they don’t know what the sucking sensation in their chest is and don’t know or remember why that specific object would create that sensation.

(Weapons don’t count, either.)

So like, Xigbar having his (Braig’s, but you know what I mean) red neckerchief thing, for example